I Won This One

Kept you waiting, huh?

This one is quite good and quite bad too, but I'll try to keep it sweet and short

And some details will be left out to maintain a little bit of privacy to myself

Oversharing on the internet is bad, yknow?

In August 16, I've made a post talking about how I moved out of my old house after enduring

about five to six years of constant fights, arguings and many other things amongst those lines

I went to live with one of my cousins on their apartment, that is until they got the notice that

they got fired, about one week I got in there, the timing was absolutely mental

To make matters worse; I've blocked my dad on everywhere and refused to respond to him since he

was the main reason why the arguments would even happen to begin with, mostly due to him being

willingly ignorant over his wife being a terrible person, not only to live with, but in general

to the point all of the other people (which were living in here through their whole lifes) moved

out of their own house because they simply couldn't stand him and her anymore, and that was also

my plan, but something pulled me back, like always

But this time, I was fucking done

Done of the bullshit, done of the lies, and specially done of what's essentially a stranger trying

to rule me and everything at my own house, and pretty much pushing everyone around me away

So things got pretty fucking ugly, I'll tell you what

But I don't regret it, not even a bit

Nobody died, don't worry about it

Things are just going somewhere now, finally

It was rough to get to this point, but we're finally here

The person who was causing all the trouble is finally moving somewhere else (as they should)

and my dad is going with them, but at least we got to talk a lot in these past few days

talk about things I should have told him years ago but never did, and things he needed

and wanted to tell me but he never did aswell

But most importantly; it's over

We're all on our own sides now, I'm on my own house, and they're in theirs

And I believe I stood for my ground, as I rightly should

I'm still here, standing

I'm about to get a full time job

I didn't allow some stranger to walk over me on my own house

I've proved my fucking point, and I think it's fair for me to say this

I won this one.

The prize might be an empire of shit, but it's still my empire of shit.

Probably not worth it, but whatever.

Sorry for the lack of updates, but I promise you all

I'll be back, and I'll be back for more

See you when the night goes down.

Still Trying

-June S. Sai