Maybe It's Time To Stay Down

Before I say anything else, I want to get this out of the way

The site isn't abandoned, but I don't want to make another edge-fest and make every new update

a new post about how awful my life is, I want to make this site fun, fun for me and other people

I want you to get into this site, and be happy, or at least entertained by the stuff in here

Maybe to help you forget, or maybe to help you remember, it doesn't matter, I just want to make

the things I like, and share it in here, either there's nothing to gain, or no one else besides

myself to see, I do it because I have fun doing it, I like it, it's my passion.

But currently, I'm feeling absolutely miserable, and I feel like any attempts to make new things

would end up being either half-assed or absolutely depressing, and that's not something I want to do

Not again.

So the updates will slow down for a bit, maybe a while, but I won't give up on this site

I gave up trying to make it into a big thing, and I'm now just satisfied with it being a niche thing

for me and a few friends, and maybe some rare people that end up stumbling upon my website

Now, what's going on?

Too fucking much

New developments happening, and old shit coming to haunt me aswell, just to fuck me over.

Recently, I've been living by myself, which is a good thing, because I already made it very clear that

I didn't really like living with my dad, due to the fact he's married to an sincerely awful person, but

recently, he finally gave in and moved out of the house, making me the owner of this house, and I even

moved to another room, which doesn't completely flood whenever it rains, giving me slightly better

living conditions, and a little bit more of peace of mind

See you in my dreams.

RootPain

-June S. Sai